first day of class

a kitchen strainer = colander
$16 poke + free boba at V Cafe
lots of dentists around, i need a dentist, braces cost 5k USD, the financial stress is real
walked past my campus downtown building 3 times
classes is pre fun because there’s interesting python exercises to test my skills but i could do all these for free online, so what am i paying for hmm, for accountability? because i lack the willpower and motivation to do these myself?
i spent the entire time in class speedrunning the labs and homework, and for the rest of the day, i don't know how to stop, this is a big flaw, opportunity cost. i'm pre-optimizing life
acme bread is currently my fav bakery
there should be an app linking all SF chinatown grocery stores, why are there so many of them? if there is one that is cheapest why do people still go to the others? better quality?
regretting not talking to a single new person in class
goal is to say hi to someone tomorrow. paying tuition and going to classes is not even worth it if i'm not making friends
i need money i need money i need money i need money i need money i need money i need money
still not shipping, hard to balance between
- classes + projects + practicum (later) + quizzes
- cooking
- gym
- shipping
- going events
- other work (writing, hp, etc)
my brain never stops
also can't feel like i can ever relax, which is bad, i need people in my life to remind me to slow down, do things that are not goal/achievement oriented
sundays will be my rest days

BENEDICT NEO 梁耀恩