back to SF

had to actively stop myself from getting too emotional at least 5 times on the car ride to the airport
wanted to muster the energy to read linear algebra but i would rather jump off the plane, decided to read about ML instead
how have i never watched charlie brown before
the butterfly effect movie is crazy
不会 and 不好意思到扰
“Success is a mountain that keeps growing as you climb it”
So many elderly chinese people on this plane, their children are most likely cracked engineers, and their grand children future tech founders and engineer
Classic American bathrooms smell at the airport, brings me back to ISU
Bart from SFO is at least 10 bucks to anywhere
Most important rule is to not make eye contact with them
And move away from them if possible
three people smoking weed right beside us, smells like char kuey teow
Black guy blasting drake
Longest train ride ever in my life
I want to go home lol why am I in SF again
the weather is soooo nice I missed this so much
It’s like the entire city has AC installed
all my memories of SF slowly flooding back
The pride month lights are still here
Never thought i’d be dragging 58 kg worth of luggages for dear life at midnight in SF
This motivated me to get stronger so I can handle my luggages better next time
got directions wrong and Hazrat our uber driver saves us, mentioned that this will be a good story so its okay if things go wrong, saying we can’t be too comfortable. I wonder what Hazrat is going through
Hotel des Arts is nicer that I imagined for 70 bucks a night
Walking to Zzan at 12:08
Lots of art galleries around
There are still normal people around at this time, it’s safer that I imagined
20 dollar bibimbap and 6 dollar takoyaki
got spooked by a guy on a mattress all covered in a duvet on the sidewalk
It’s 4am and I can’t sleep, too bloated, too hungry, worried about housing, overthinking, missing home and people
classical music on airpods with noise cancelling to block out W’a snoring for an hour didn’t work
Stuck in transitory state, my body was frozen and numb but mind still awake
scrolling twitter at 6 am now
It’s already bright out

BENEDICT NEO 梁耀恩

back to SF